On Timeline Jumping

Some of you may know that the echoes of sacred geometry and of time have been rattling around in spirit and psyche/head for a long time now. This has been a year of complete and utter initiation into the higher realms of magic which has meant the stripping away of all and everything. Finding myself the most vulnerable, homeless, depending on my 11th house mars to bring in the “Helpers” whenever they have been needed. And boy howdy have they been. And literally, angels have been there at every turn. Human angels, men who helped, who were gentle, and who helped heal this broken heart that other men created.

And so, dear reader i find myself at a crossroads in my life. Right where the divine has lead me to - at this very moment, i sit with my kindred-spirit who has never ceased to offer me succor and home when I’ve needed it. I sit here watching our dogs play together (they’re married!!) and the love they show each other in how tenderly they play with each other. I sit with a cup of coffee in hand, with a gratitude filled heart and look out on what looks to be a fantastic day…

And you know what? Every day is a wonderful, beautiful day..

because i conquered the dark

Because i won against the dark hunt

Because i found myself in the dark caverns of the abyss of atabey and fell in love with her.

Because the mothers and daughters and witches of my line stepped forward

And they have carried me through the fires and i fell in love with them.

Until i could stand on my own two feet again

And reclaim the land upon which i stand.

Sovereign.

This is the reclamation of the soul, of the identity and the beauty that is life itself. This is the mage rising from initiate into the status of the magus as she steps into her new role as healer, leader, teacher, and of the office holder of Freya herself.

Because, it is only through love that we can reach the divine. It is with falling in love with the wind through the trees, and with trees and forests and your land spirits in particular. It is investigating and getting to know your ancestors and the paths they walked before you - so that YOU can stand where you are today - and with gratitude, respect and genuine love thank them for those paths. for they have alllllll led you here. To exactly here, in this moment in time.

Speaking of time - because that was the topic after all! When people speak of ‘timeline jumpng’ it is a very, very real thing that happens, and it does not happen without extreme sacrifice and pain. But when you do manage to do it - every day is a beautiful day because you know that you are literally creating a brand new day, in a brand new timeline, that is fulll of whimsy and play and art and dogs and whatever else it is that you can imagine.

In this new timeline, you get to be the child you always wanted to be.

What did Gordon say? Ask yourself, what do you l.o..V.e.?

Not, what do you want.

What do you love?

Then make yourself a sigil, and send it off into the winds of the south

Because that, is where your fortune will be found.